IF IT HAPPENS AGAIN..

If it happens again I'm leaving, 

I'll pack all my things and go 

If it happens again there'll be no looking back,

But believe me, if it happens again, I'm leaving, 

if it stays the same, I'm gone 

What ever happens, Life has to go on..

Many things have happened in the past one to two weeks which have made me to realize that nothing is permanent in this world and how powerless we are in controlling the things which happen around us. I have read the quote “The only thing that is constant in this world is change” so many times but it is only now that I have experienced and realized the exact meaning of this phase.

I don’t usually write about personal things which happen in my life so those who are close to me (in the physical world) would know what I am talking about. This past week (and the thing which happened) has changed the priorities in my life. The things which appeared to be of high priority have gone down the list and some have left the list all together. It is only when you pass through the phase of immense sadness; you realize the importance of life.


Well, what ever happened is happened and it’s time for me to realize that life has to go on. And I guess I am recovering and will be in a position to overcome it.
What ever happens, Life has to go on…

SEVERELY

Letting you go without any expression, as if it's nothing
I practiced doing that every day but it's still awkward

I also practiced how to secretly cry while smiling but
I feel like my trembling voice will give it away quickly

Loving is probably hundreds and thousands of times more difficult than breaking up
But I'm a fool that can't live without you...what do you want me to do?

PRUBSN TAKAFUL....

Haiihh...aku kalo bab2 insuran or takaful ni memang bengong sikit.

Tapi ada la satu agen prubsn takaful ni. 

Cousin aku pulak tu yang jadi agennya.

Past few days dia asyik call and mesage aku je. 

Katanya nak jumpa bincang pasal takaful ni.

Ok fine. Aku tak kisah la.

TAPI.....

LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN!

Fenomena LISTEN ni dah mula berjangkit kat FB. 
Kat Twitter  pun sama gak. Siap ada #LISTEN gitewww!

Femes ko LISTEN ! Bhaha. Tapi listen style aku lain sikit. 
Tak sama dengan Gangnam Style .

Listen style aku….hmm….aku just nak everyone listen and give attention apa aku nak cakap.

Susah sangat ke?

Happy New Year Everbody!

Sedar tak sedar dah masuk bulan tahun baru. Its not to late to say HAPPY NEW YEAR!. 

Tahun lepas aka 2012 banyak betul regrets. 

Banyak benda aku lepaskan dan amik remeh temeh. 

Sememangnye aku seorang yang CARELESS. Haha. Ok nevermind. 

Buka lembaran baru dengan azam yang baru. Hehe. 

Penutup tahun 2012 kyra korang boleh bace kat bawah ni..

#PeopleWhoMadeMy2012  1) Mom  2) Lil sister  3) BESTFRIENDS  I Love All Of You

#BestMemoriesOf2012  1) Making new friends!  2) Finding out who my true friends were  3) 02/12/12 (Birthday)  4) Oldies jokes 5) Raya season  ❤

#2012Regrets Giving my attention & wasting my time to people who didn't deserve it.

Teringin nak cakap HAPPY NEW YEAR!. Again and again. Lol! 

Hopefully this year bring alot of good memories. 

Pembukaan tahun baru aku dah buat wishing list. Hehe. 

Panjang lebar gituww! 

#IWant2013ToBe  1) Better than 2012 2) Less stress. 3) Less pain. 4) Less problems. 5) More Happiness. 6) More Laughing. 7) More love. 8) More positive vibes. 9) More people who love me  ❤

#MyWish2013  1) Less stress. 2) Less pain. 3) Less problems. 4) More Happiness. 5) More Laughing. 6) Never give up. 7) Be happy.

#Project2013 1) Improve my confidence level of faith in myself. 2) Good job performance. 3) No more laziness. 4) Love more. 5) Be happy.

Ok Bye!

Happy Birthday To Me !

“Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday dear KYRA. Happy birthday to me.”

YES! It is my birthday! The big two four. Yea, i'm officially sweet 24th yawww! :)

I can’t tell you how overjoyed I am today. It feels SO GOOD. I am so proud of myself and of everything I have achieved in my life so far. 

First and foremost I have the most beautiful and incredible people in my life who have gone out of their way to make me feel so special today and who are there for me every day. You know who you are, thank you, I love you! 

Secondly, i forgot to make my birthday wish.  Hahaha. My bad. :(

But heyyy, where's my birthday present ? Lol!

I am SO EXCITED for the future, and I just have to document the happiness I feel right now, so that I can always look back fondly.

Love Confessions

When you meet someone special you will know . Your heart will beat rapidly and you will smile without any reason whatsoever, and will feel the need to be with the special person every moment of your life.

Life Must Go On..

Past is past already.. You can never change it unless time will come back again but we all know it is very impossible to happen so the best thing to do is to make it correct if you're doing bad from your past and make the best of your life in the future without mess..

Selamat Pengantin Baru Mr. Dimple

Sabtu yang lepas bangun je pagi2 tu, aku terus online twitter aku. Aku saje la check twitter aku. Check punye check…… DANG!!!  I saw something! Oh my God…someone that I used to know get married today. OMGEEEEE! I’m speechless!!  Totally speechless! Daebakkk! Okay ‘good news’ di pagi sabtu ni. 

And you know what, playboy yang aku pernah kenal dulu kahwin! Korang boleh bayangkan tak perasaan aku cane.. Aku kenal dia pun mase aku belajar diploma dulu…and aku still contact him until I meet someone special. Thanks to MR.DH. Because of him aku terus lupakan si playboy. Welcome to my life DH. Owhhh da out of topic nih..jom sambung balik cite pasal playboy malaya ni. Hahahahaa… 

Gloomy Thursday

As the rain pours down,

The memories of our first meeting come,

I feel so pathetic,

You still have a place in my heart,

But do I have the courage to resist you?
Even so I’ll endure it a little more,

My love for you is so strong,

I tried my best,

But it’s impossible,

And now you’re no longer be mine,

I stop and wonder if you’ll come back to me.

Hadapi Dengan Senyuman

Last two weeks till now banyak sangat dugaan yang datang. Sometimes rasa macam nak give up everything. Let me rephrase again = EVERYTHING… It just I can’t stand anymore. Last week everything tunggang terbalik. Sampai aku terpikir apa salah yang aku dah buat sampai jadi macam tu. It’s so unfair to me. And the situation becomes more awkward. Kadang2 feels like being treated unfairly ya know. It really hurts me.

Dear Diary...

Entri kali ni sebenarnya aku nak story pasal family aku…… Mesti ramai yang tertanya tanya kenapa aku x pernah cerita pasal family aku kan. Actually…. kalau cerita pasal family ni aku lebih suka mendiamkan diri saja. Sebab……masalah family aku ni complicated sikit. Senang cerita, family aku tak macam family orang lain. Kadang2 sedih gak bile terpikir pasal ni. Tapi at least aku still ada mak dan adik aku. Ini pun dah kira bersyukur la sebab aku still ada mak lagi. Sebab tu kalo member ofis ke member masa belajar dulu duk sibuk2 cerita pasal family dorang aku mesti je senyap.

MTV WORLD STAGE. . .

Hmmmm .... Maybe im not lucky enough nak pergi konsert mtv ni. Banyak sangat halangan. Tipu la aku tak sedih nak let go tiket tu. Frust menonggeng kot. Just because tak tau jalan n i don't have anyone nak accompany aku. Thats 2 main reasons aku tak dapat pergi . A lil bit upset.... :( Because i tried so hard to get those tickets. So after ni kena selalu gi jalan2 kat KL. Kalau dah tau senang la nak gi tahun depan. Nasib baik MTV ni every year ade. Hahaha. I promise to myself... next year no matter what happen aku akan pergi jugak ! 

T.G.I.F

Fuhhhhh~ weekend has finally begun :) and i'm OFFICIALLY B.R.O.K.E :/ I wonder where all my money go *hmmmmm*

This post is pure random before going to bed post, as i'm still awake. Probably thinking this could be a a good kick start to my blog again LOL ! *i suppose*

It's been great so far ... things have been rather good, going smooth and exciting like i said people come & people go ..

Things that already take place are meant to stay in the past, look foward ?? hmmm...

Just a glimpse of memory would do ?? :B Yea you can say that ...

 

REALLY need to work on things ! Like seriously .

Life goes on......

Not sure how long was it, that i told myself to constantly update this page, lol EPIC FAIL ! Things have been GREAT ? AWESOME ? SHITTY ? You name it ! Such different style & things that are happening right now & back then ... just ... too much too remember i guess lol ... random much, i actually miss my uni friends ALOT !  Now i feel like there's way lot more responsibilities to held & things aren't always the way u want them to be ... tragic ... That's life i guess :)

I'M BACK !

Hello peeps! Rase dah lame tak update blog ni. Fuhhh ! Berhabuk betul blog kyra ni. Lap lap sikit kasi hilang habuk ni. Hehe. Tahun ni dah terasa makin tua pulakk. Now i'm sweet 24th. Sweet laaa sangat kan. Sekarang ni dah start kerja. Baru la terase betapa payahnya parents nak cari sesuap nasi untuk anak2x. Kerja yg kyra dapat pun bukan la kerja yg di idam idamkan. Tapi bolehhh je la daripada takda kerja langsung kan. Tetapi jawatan Pegawai Tadbir tetap dihati. Hehe.

Cakap pasal personal life pulak tak bernasib baik. Still got no bf. Macam desperedo la pulakkk. Haippp. Takde bf pun takpe. I love being single yawww! Naik tahun baru ni takde la meriah sangat macam tahun lepas. Yo lahhh. Da start kerja, kawan2 pun ramai yg dah kawin. Kyra je yg tak kawin2 lagi. Hahaha. Ade aku kesah.! Gurau jewww. Alhamdulillah tahun ni kyra dah berubah. Dah tak macam dulu. Dulu2 darah muda, semua benda nak dicuba. Sekarang ni dah sopan sikit. Eh takkk! Sopan banyak leww. Maybe sebab dah tak rapat dengan danial devil kot. Hahaha. Perlu ke nak mention nama dia. Eh harus la, sebab kyra kan scandal danial. Tapi ada gak kawan2 tanya kenapa out of sudden je berubah. Senang je jawapannya, nak berubah perlukan alasan ke. Berubah ni biarlah ikhlas dari hati. Now i just wanna forget about my past life. No more nightlife and all those things. Focus on F.U.T.U.R.E  L.I.F.E!




Cakap pasal kerja memang dah rasa macam takda life la pulakk. Dah tak leh nak enjoy2 macam mase belajar dulu. Banyak sangat commitment. Nasib baik kawan2 kat tempat kerja ok. Kak afiah, kak nana & nadya semua ok. Yang paling kyra sayang kak nana. Sebab kak nana ni la tempat kyra nak curahkan perasaan ni. Cerita family sampai ke personal life pun kyra cerita. Tapi sayang kak nana dah dapat kerja kat tempat lain. Tapi takpe, kak nana tetap jadi kakak kyra selama lamanya. Okay lah sampai sini je story kyra.   Ada masa kyra tulis lagi. Goodbye peeps! See you next timeeeee~

Pengunjung Blogku Yang Gila Seks!

Auwww!! OMG! Tak sangka kyra blog ku yang suci ni ada pengunjung yang dahagakan seks. Terkejut beruk gak la. I'm speechless. Sumpah wei, seingat kyra tak pernah lak kyra buat entry berunsurkan seks pun. Hahaha. Serius kyra berguling guling tergelak. Lawak lawak. 

Nah ambik bukti ni.

Follow K-POP artist on Twitter

Siapa yang crazy and obsess sangat dengan K-POP ni boleh la join twitter.

 Jangan tak percaya yang artis Korea ni pun dah ada account Twitter. Cuma korang kena make sure la yang accout tu bukan fake punya. Al maklumlah bila dah fanatik sangat, ade la makhluk makhluk yang sanggup buat fake account. Haha.

Apa motif kyra cerita pasal K-POP ni? Actually cuma nak cakap yang kyra dah jadi follower kt beberapa artis korea ni. Hmm cuma tak berapa best, dorang ni post status kat Twitter guna bahasa Korea. So jenuh gak la nak guna Google Translate. Haha. Tapi dah suka punya pasal, kyra sanggup. 

Kepada sesiapa yang ada accout Twitter, kalau korang nak add kyra boleh aje. Confirm kyra approve. Tapi  kalau kat FB, tak dapat nak add kyra. Coz sape yang ade mutual friends dengan kyra je yg dapat add. Itu pun tak sure lagi kyra approve ke tak. Tapi kat Twitter, confirm kyra approve. :-)

http://twitter.com/kyra_radz

Kalau tak nampak bole zoom sendiri k. Hehe :p

Saya Jatuh C.I.N.T.A Lagi!!

OMG!! Tajuk entri yang sangat MAUT dariku. Hehehe. Ya sememangnya saya sudah jatuh cinta lagi. Tapi saya telah jatuh cinta dengan lagu KOREA. Macam tak masuk akal kan. How come KYRA RADZMAN boleh suka dengar lagu Korea ni. Tapi percaya lah. Sememangnya kyra dah layan lagu Korea. Bak kate Andrew, " Kyra, welcome to the club(Korea fans)". 

Sekarang ni kyra dah suka layan movie & lagu Korea. Walawei la kan. Gempak la kan, sekarang ni kyra dah start simpan koleksi movie korea! It started with these movie:

Drama You're Beautiful

Kyra dah jatuh hati dengan hero dalam cerita ni. Korang kenal ke mamat nih. Siapa yang tak kenal, hero nya ialah Jang Geun Suk. Mamat nih stylo gile. Suke kt dia sangat2.

Jangan tak pecaya, gambar ni jadi kyra nya desktop background gitu. Korang still tak percaya Geun Suk ni handsome. Tengok lah gambar kt bawah ni. Confirm korang akan jatuh hati.

Drama Jang Geun Suk yang terbaru, Marry Me Marry. Kyra tak sempat nak tengok lagi. Tapi kawan kyra baru je beli movie ni. Boleh la pinjam. Hehe :p